亚当部落格！

i'm guilty.
all these while in stjohn, the thing that i regreted most is not being a committed trainer to AC1.
It's even more tiring to be a trainer, compared to me as the one going for comp.
Its so hard to get my priorities right, i wish that i could spend more time studying, but well, i took up this responsibility, so, i've to fufill it all the way.
Mid year exams is coming again, right after the zonecomp.
I wonder how could i manage, but i can de!

I'm so disappointed yesterday.
When Ma'am Sock came back to take my team.
Joel didn't even know how to take breathing and pulse rate for an unconscious casualty.
I'm totally speechless at that moment.
I felt helpless.
But i know i can't, for i still have to guide the 5 of them.
I'm their TRAINER.

Today on the way home with liying, we talked abt the teams again.
I guess it was a wrong choice we made back then.
I rmb how OCT Wenbin trained us.
He made us have that will to win.
However, we only come in 2nd.
It's not a good feeling at all, i don't want my team to go through it again.
All the disappointments.








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posted by me @ 5:41 PM